I feel so alone. its like I cant talk to people anymore without pissing them off. I feel like I've got no friends, just Emily and Jason. I never hang out with the people I used to. I don't know if its just because everyone is so busy or they just have better things to do with other people. I'm happy for the first time in forever but I just sit at ( Read more... )

You feel that everything is going against you and you are worn out and exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling. You are trying to protect yourself but at the same time you are hiding your feelings, hoping that by so doing, you can avoid exposing yourself to attack. Hopefully this will give you the chance to get on with your life. Nevertheless ( Read more... )

( !!!WARNING!!! The people on the other side of the river WILL shoot you if you go over there!!!WARNING!!!! )

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Last night was pretty awesome! Travis B. and Miles... 'kickin' bootie making sweet love all night long, Its time I got back to the good life'.... They are one friggin awesome band. EVERYONE should come check them out the next time they play...They don't really sound like Sublime, I can see how they do, but there is defiant some G Love and Special ( Read more... )

I'm really bored.. Ben never gets online. I think its dirty trick to get me to sit here and wait for the fucking cow to moo, or maybe its the cha ching...who knows?! I want to quit my job. I want school to be over with, I just want to fucking see Cullen god dammit!! DAMN you guys for getting my hopes up again!

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peanut butter jelly time!

I'm so bored. I cant do anything but lay in bed and watch really lame movies from who knows when...like Gidget for example. I wish I knew what was wrong with my back. Even the Dr. isn't too sure!! I think I'm going to ARA tomorrow to get a MRI maybe they can find something. The X-Rays didn't show anything. It just hurts!! But I did get some good ( Read more... )

You know the saying 'death by chocolate' or whatever? I think it might be true...I was eating one of those turtle things with caramel in the inside and I must have swallowed some that was too big and it got caught in my windpipe and I couldn't breath through my nose or my mouth and I just kept coughing and my moms busting out laughing and then I ( Read more... )