and i suck again

Apr 07, 2005 12:12

i'm feeling a little better, but today definately started out on a bad note. i didn't even get in to youth theatre. helene got the lead, and i didn't even get in. i know she's amazing and was gonna get the lead, but i thought that i was alright and could at least get in. i was just really disappointed, cause i tried my best and you know i just ( Read more... )

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anneleigh_86 April 7 2005, 16:35:42 UTC
Don't feel bad...if everyone were amazing at the same things, then life would suck! Plus even if you're good at stuff that can be even more frustrating...trust me, when Mr. Reid picked Heather over me for District Chorus I was more than a little upset...but hey, you've got the whole smart thing going on, and if you ever decided to be a counselor or something like that you'd kick the pants off of it. There's lots of things you're good at, don't get down on yourself, because I love you! Oh, and by the way...everyone that saw the fall play said you were amazing...doesn't being amazing at acting count for something? Yup, that's right. ♥ Anne

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wangzor April 7 2005, 16:47:53 UTC
Alex, I know what you're amazing at. Living. You've lived through so much. I know I probably don't even know much about your life, but I know that it hasn't always been peachy keen. But you have always, and I really mean always, been optimistic and energetic. People like you deserve something big, and you'll get it. I know you will. Our lives are just beginning; there's plenty of time left for something to happen, don't worry.

Jesse

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:-( helene18 April 7 2005, 21:56:14 UTC
alex...u are the most amazing person i know...you so effortlessly put a smile on my face EVERYTIME i see you! did u ever know when i was younger i tried out for over 8 shows for the youth theatre/playhouse...and i NEVER got in...i even tried out the last two years and FAIL miserably! i struggled SO much...i didnt think there was anything i was gr8 at...and still dont...like my DREAM is to be on broadway...but i know how much talent there is out there! really if i dont do nething w/ my voice...i'll have NOTHING! im not good at anything...soccer no, track NO, math no, science no, english HECK NO, history no...im the SUCK at everything else...you have SO much going for yourself! hello...going to be valedictorian! yeah! thats an accomplishment and a half! you can do ANYTHING you put your mind into!!! and you have one thing that i've NEVER had...people who LOVE YOU!!! seriously keep your chin up girly...i love you! your beautiful, TALENTED, and smart!!! *hugs* ...just wait i'll bet you good money things will work out for you...and work out ( ... )

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doug114 April 7 2005, 22:12:40 UTC
Well, its hard to follow up that one lol. but you know that you amaze me everytime I see you. You've even told me that I shouldn't be that impressed with you, but why not? Who out there goes out of their way to make an easter basket for someone you've never even met before. Who out there can say that she is the smartest person in her class. Who out there can get good at girl stuff really quick :P (and trust me your good at it girl). Who out there can kick any murdock's ass, here until tuesday. Anytime I hear something about you it's never negative. I don't know how you used to do it, living at your dads with all of that work and still doing so well in school. You take care of everyone around you, as if they were family. To tell you the truth, this may sound corny... but your amazing at showing your love to everyone you meet.

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