Hi Boo, Sounds like you have changed, and the change has been growth. It will be good to sit back and enjoy a cup of coffee with you and talk. I'd really like that. We all change, sometimes good sometimes bad, sometimes right sometimes wrong. At the end we have to live with ourselves first. Your blog has instantley put me into a reflective mood..I like that. Lets explore this together with that cup of coffee. Love you lots Dad
Yeah, and I think a lot of what I'm trying to sort out is to be alright by myself. I know it may not have seemed like it, but I do a lot for other people... even in spite of them, sometimes just so how I look on the outside will deny what I feel inside. Of course, I'm speaking in terms of actions and not my tattoos. I still freakin' adore my tattoos. I don't know, I seem so confusing to me sometimes.
We always confuse ourselves the most :) I hate not knowing myself and am constantly wonder how I am different from how I was. I know for me the change has been pretty dramatic but everything does take time.
You sound like you are smiling these days and it makes me very glad.
it's a dark/medium brown. Pretty much, the color that most people have hehe. Apparently, it matches my eyebrows now and it looks more natural *rolls eyes*.
and thanks, yeah. I think maybe I'm more aware now what makes me uneasy or something profound like that.
Like dad I think we should go for a cup of coffee, and just chat about life and other random things! I hope I can be an encouragement to you and someone you can talk to, cuz I have some experience about change *sarcastic* and what it's like to come back from that bubble :) Like everyone else has said you sound happy, and that's encouraging! I can't believe you'll be here in 5 days! Can you think of anything you're craving that I can pick up for you. Anyways we'll talk more when you get home, or to our place :) enjoy the last hurrah at the bode! loveya nina
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Sounds like you have changed, and the change has been growth. It will be good to sit back and enjoy a cup of coffee with you and talk. I'd really like that. We all change, sometimes good sometimes bad, sometimes right sometimes wrong. At the end we have to live with ourselves first. Your blog has instantley put me into a reflective mood..I like that. Lets explore this together with that cup of coffee.
Love you lots
Dad
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I know it may not have seemed like it, but I do a lot for other people... even in spite of them, sometimes just so how I look on the outside will deny what I feel inside. Of course, I'm speaking in terms of actions and not my tattoos. I still freakin' adore my tattoos.
I don't know, I seem so confusing to me sometimes.
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You sound like you are smiling these days and it makes me very glad.
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So what colour is your hair now?
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Apparently, it matches my eyebrows now and it looks more natural *rolls eyes*.
and thanks, yeah. I think maybe I'm more aware now what makes me uneasy or something profound like that.
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Like dad I think we should go for a cup of coffee, and just chat about life and other random things! I hope I can be an encouragement to you and someone you can talk to, cuz I have some experience about change *sarcastic* and what it's like to come back from that bubble :) Like everyone else has said you sound happy, and that's encouraging! I can't believe you'll be here in 5 days! Can you think of anything you're craving that I can pick up for you. Anyways we'll talk more when you get home, or to our place :)
enjoy the last hurrah at the bode!
loveya
nina
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Yay! Sonya home?? Have coffee with me too!
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And OD me on photos from Germany...I demand eet!
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