t-minus 7 days.
Bye bye blondie, and dang it feels good.
I can't actually believe I was able to let it go for that long. Sorry mom. But seriously, I almost forgot how it whittled away at my self-perception as it grew out.
I feel better.
Everything is going well, in the sense that everything can go well when things are coming to an end.
I think everything is where it should be in the sense of relationships and conversations. If that's not vague enough... then HAH.
Which reminds me of the Nine Inch Nails song Right Where It Belongs. Not to great of a CD, but a good song.
I wonder if I've changed since I've been here. I know I haven't been putting up a wall around my emotions as much, which could be for better or worse. Though what I'm not sure of is if I never did and no one bothered to implore, or maybe I didn't let them in.
hmm.
things.
----EDIT----
You know what would be amazing, and I feel so greedy asking for it- $50 CAD in my account by the end of Wednesday would be amazing.
I blew out one of the earbuds on my headphones and it's going to be annoying on the plane without it.
I did all my financial planning to such a degree that didn't plan for extra things that would cost 19.95€ and only things under 10€ which is good on one hand because I realize now that I should buy atleast 5€ of chocolate (which is... 7 bars) for my return.
But honestly, I can make it without.
I can't actually believe I was able to let it go for that long. Sorry mom. But seriously, I almost forgot how it whittled away at my self-perception as it grew out.
I feel better.
Everything is going well, in the sense that everything can go well when things are coming to an end.
I think everything is where it should be in the sense of relationships and conversations. If that's not vague enough... then HAH.
Which reminds me of the Nine Inch Nails song Right Where It Belongs. Not to great of a CD, but a good song.
I wonder if I've changed since I've been here. I know I haven't been putting up a wall around my emotions as much, which could be for better or worse. Though what I'm not sure of is if I never did and no one bothered to implore, or maybe I didn't let them in.
hmm.
things.
----EDIT----
You know what would be amazing, and I feel so greedy asking for it- $50 CAD in my account by the end of Wednesday would be amazing.
I blew out one of the earbuds on my headphones and it's going to be annoying on the plane without it.
I did all my financial planning to such a degree that didn't plan for extra things that would cost 19.95€ and only things under 10€ which is good on one hand because I realize now that I should buy atleast 5€ of chocolate (which is... 7 bars) for my return.
But honestly, I can make it without.