Hey Yall

[worldprotector]

I'm bored and realizing that I am just getting further away from pratically every friend I have at the moment. It saddens me greatly that I am no longer needed in their lives...or that their job is more important than me or whatever

Comments

[reginald]

when does your massage therapy begin? is there anyway you can prepare yourself for it?

Don't feel too sad about your friends not hitting you up as often :\ if it's because they're working - i'm sure they are as bummed as you are. i know i'm bummed about working so often, ha..

and is your name Ashley? this might be a dumb question. anyway, my name is Sarah.

[worldprotector]

Well I have to take the reading test and pass that. Then I have to register for the course. Registration will either be the last week of July or first week of August. Then the program starts mid to late August.
I'm just not used to doing anything anymore...well at least not schedualed things and I am terrified I am going to fail the program, but it is something I really want to do. I don't know if there is any way to prepare myself, but I know I have to get over my fear of failure at least.
Thanks for that comment about my friends. Maybe they are sad that they can't see me as often. Maybe they DO actually miss me.
It wasn't a dumb question. Yeah, I'm Ashley...really common name.
Thanks for your comment, Sarah. I apprecaite the support. :)

[reginald]

Ahh. are you going to be taking the test sometime this week?
I wouldn't worry too much about doing it - I find things are harder to do after you spent time thinking about it because you can give yourself (or in my case, myself) the chance to overthink it to death and find reasons and excuses why it may or may not be worth it. Best advice I've got (and possibly the worst - so be forewarned :P) is if you want to do something, just do it. Anything else, you'll get to it when it comes..if that makes sense.

your friends probably do - i know i miss mine like hell and a lot of them think i've just abandoned them :[

I, too am a keeper of a common name! :D

[worldprotector]

I think they are letting people take the test this week. I might go Wednesday or Thursday. I have to take it at the college and the college is closed on Friday.
That did make sense. Maybe I am physcing (spell check) myself out about it.