I was fiending for some life
and i think i may have found it
wait
x that, i havent found it yet
but im living w/in it now
and finally on its track
so Please Don't Go Back
I was fiending for a purpose
and i think i've got some now
so let me Smile
and not break down late at nite
let me Be, and simply move forward
starting now..

why am i leaving you when you restored me?
i know i must, but perhaps its too early

i believe these are the words of someone switching

lyricz by The Grouch from his verse in the song RABBIT HOLE by LIVING LEGENDS off of the cd Almost Famous

Now I've been to the depths of the steps of that other place
Turned back and learned that here is where I love to raceWhen in the face of reality I kiss it ( Read more... )

songs that appeared a lot on this past week's on-the-go playlists and on my Sleepage playlist ( Read more... )

"some day you will be able to look back on all of this and see it for what it is ( Read more... )

you make me fun
and so i seek you
night after night after night
but i know i shouldn't...
you are evil
you are sin
but you are what helps me connect
i bathe in you and feel alive
but this contradiction?
should i give in?
It's not even giving in.
its giving up?
No...I was giving up, now i'm doing the opposite.

regardless...ALIVE WITH LOVE

abstraction ( Read more... )

why do you run??
because i HAVE to
you know you could stay..
stop..you wouldnt understand...its something IN me..i have to do this, i'm sorry
fine. then fucking go. dont come back this time.
..

How do you find me ( Read more... )

salvation through isolation ( Read more... )