At the End of my Rope

[wolfs_daugher]

what good does having a sense of self do you, if all you get out of it is pain, loss, and grief?

Why the hell am I doing this anyway?

I wasn't good enough for Nithogg, or for S~

I am not good enough for my so-called family, spousal unit included.

When does it start being worth all the fucking effort?

Sparrow

Comments

[eeyoredragon]

this you must answer for yourself. i could give you answers but they wont mean a damn thing. they just wont. you need to find the answer within yourself.

if you want a sounding board, support, or someone to play devils advocate, i'm here.

screw everyone else, what do you want for you?

[wolfs_daugher]

I have no fucking idea.

Sparrow

[shantak]

Oh Honey, tie a knot at the end of that rope and hang on. Universe knows, I'm exhausted. Tall buildings and sharp objects looking comforting. But I'd miss you. Breathe.

I love you.

Shanta

[wolfs_daugher]

thank you.

I am trying; it's just harder right now than usual, I guess.

*huuuugs*
Sparrow

[evergrey]

I love you, Sparrow.

[wolfs_daugher]

Love you too, Ev. Been reading about the horsey. Very cool!

Sparrow

[wolfs_daugher]

Thank you. That is truly helpful to me.

Sparrow

[gconnor]

I can't add much to what's already said here, but in case it helps: Someday you'll very likely find yourself helping another person *you* care about, through their own struggle, and maybe even more than one. Don't hesitate to lean on others now, and in the future you'll get the chance to support someone else.

You will very likely find a new purpose, once you make it through the clouds. Hard work and pride in it *is* the thing that builds self-respect, which is why there's no shortcut around it.

[wolfs_daugher]

*smiles* Thank you for the reminder.

Sparrow