Today is going to be a long day.  I'm dealing with metaphysical things that I did to myself, and having to fix them.  However, when I get that done, it should solve a good amount of the issues I'm having.

And, lissa lost her shoes.  I think it's kinda funny.

Well, aj just asked for a seperation.  Why?  I really don't know.  What I think, and what I feel, are two different things.

I don't have enough booze for today, and I have no fucking money.

I'm fucking exhausted. I'm niking from hell. Can't do a damn thing about the second one, but I can go to bed ( Read more... )

So, I'm angry, niccing, in pain, and not wanting to be touched. I'm suppose to be ok when aj is in a no touching mood, but when I'm in the same mood, she gets pissed off at me.

Fuck it.

Well, once again, I'm going to attempt Nano. I'm off to a good start, with over 2k words, and closing in on 3k in the first day. We'll see how I do this year.

I'm rutting. It's not good. I'm constantly horny, every male is a threat and danger, and the only thing that helps me control it is smoking. Oh, I'm out of smokes, and broke. Normally lasts a week or so, but this time it's built so long, I'm not sure how long it's going to last ( Read more... )

....again. And hopefully again in a few months.

Also, will be getting my D license again. Yay for unarmed security.

Nothing really else in this update.

I want to do something. But I'm depressed. If I had $20, I'd put some gas in my car, and go do something. Even though it's Andrews bday, hanging with the depressed guy on your birthday is not cool ( Read more... )

Happy Bday. Xpost coming in a moment.

The last few months, I have been fighting the urge to just leave. Nothing I do seems to make anyone happy anymore. So why the fuck should I bother? Why the fuck should I fight to keep things together, when it seems, that no one wishes them to be together anymore. Really, the only thing that is keeping me from leaving is the fact, hell, I have no ( Read more... )