I'm alive.

And it's mine and The Boy's one year anniversary.

Woo.

Is it sad that I'm irritated over the heater being on? I mean. Seriously. If I buy you a personal heater for your room so that our electric bill doesn't go through the roof, I would seriously appreciate it if you would take the consideration for yourself and your roommates to actually use it instead of turning on the heat. I duct taped the heater ( Read more... )

Relationships are tough. Even new ones. Why do they hurt so much? It's complicated. The beginning is always great. You're on top of the world. Nothing can go wrong in each other's eyes. But after months... things get hard. Little things start to annoy you. You wonder why you're still together. Even contemplate the thoughts of ending it all. That's ( Read more... )

Why am I always the one to say what others are thinking? Am I the designated put-down? Just because I'm not afraid of saying thing to people's faces from time to time. I let things fester up. Then I talk about it with someone and find that they completely agree with me. When it's time to confront the problem, guess who's the one to say something. ( Read more... )

Why do you do this to me? Throw things directly in my face. Make me feel sorry for you. Make me feel for you. Why? Are you trying to prove a point? Because it's been proven. A long time ago. You love me. I love you. You want me. I don't want you. I thought we discussed this. Finalized it. I try to make myself go on. And there you are. Telling me ( Read more... )

Things are fucked up again. I'm stressed. I don't want to be. Somehow you always manage to pop in at the wrong moment. You used to make me happy. Now you just make me want to cry all of the time. I'm tired of crying over you. They're wasted tears. Obviously I don't want to be with you. Why can't you just accept that and move on? You want to make me ( Read more... )

I hate having your happiness shoved in my face. Please stop. It makes me hurt.

I love my Boys.

You have no idea how happy you make me feel. Really. It's insane. We've known each other for 7 (wow!) months now. And I haven't seen you in 7 months. But you still make me feel all warm and fuzzy on the inside. My friends laugh at me because when I talk about you I glow. Not many people make me feel that way. But you do. You are just an awesome ( Read more... )

I hate when people can't spell. Seriously. You. How in the HELL are people supposed to read and understand you? What was YOUR grade in English ( Read more... )