alright. lets talk about being stressed out. because i definitly am ( Read more... )

So, I almost feel like I'm stuck. I've said it once, and I'll say it again. I am capable of SO much more than working at Stop and Shop and going to community college. I mean, there is nothing wrong with Three Rivers. However, I've had it. I want more, bigger, better things for myself ( Read more... )

So, did I even mention that I'm NOT the biggest fan of school? And oh yeah, by the way, I HATE my job. A lot. So, here's the breakdown of my classes ( Read more... )

So, yeah. I'm going into "save all my money mode" again, to save up for my big trip to MINNESOTA!!!! That should be pretty sweet. I get to hang out with Antione and Heather, and it's Healther's birthday!!! So, it'll be good. And you can gamble in the casino's up there, which is a PLUS if i've ever seen one. AND...I'll get to visit Camille, which ( Read more... )

yeah. things just keep backfiring.

I guess it's really funny how I seem to be the one getting slapped in the face now. It's really funny how the people I thought I could trust are the ones blowing all my personal shit into the air. It's really funny how I feel like an ass now, and I'm really sorry about everything. I can't wait until school starts. There is a good chance that I will ( Read more... )

SO...things that I really should do that I just haven't got around to doing include: returning/exchanging christmas stuff that i didn't like, bring brittany her christmas presant, applying for a credit card (which I will probaly do today before i go get meagan), uumm...writing thank you notes to the person i hate the most for my xmas and birthday ( Read more... )

i'm digging myself into holes that i know i'm not going to be able to get out of.

GOOD NEWS IS i got a fat check today. and i'm putting away 200 this week for future rent. i also found my 2 victorias secret bras that i've been missing for months. SO HAPPY. funny thing is, they were in the spot that i looked for them all the time in. imagine that one ( Read more... )

so, moving out. one of the most hurtful thinking processes ever. planning in all the expenses.....sucks. finding a place. also sucks. making a budget...is not too difficult, but we're aiming for a higher end budget so it forces us all to save. maybe if we save up planning to have to spend big, we'll have a little extra later on. that's how i'm ( Read more... )