I found a car ( Read more... )

The little guy in my head is jumping around and screaming at me for being so pathetic and refusing to leave things of the past.. well.. in the past.

So I was woken up at 2:30 this morning by sven screaming at me over the phone. Actually, he wasnt screaming AT me ... just at the fact that his Tv was gone. *Edited*
Um... Im scared as fuck about what your going to think of me when you read that letter. Maybe your gonna just assume Im crazy or something?..... Will know soon enough.

My hard drive crashed... again. Glad Im done with summer calsses and dont have any papers Im working on ( Read more... )

It's weird how you find friends in people you never thought you would ever talk to again. People who have moved on in life always seem to come back into the picture one way or another ( Read more... )

La De Fuckin' Da.
So my ex boyfriend drove my car head on into the concrete median at 100 mph. Fun shit.. let me tell you. Having to walk or bum a ride everywhere is fun shit too. Guess its good to be alive... but I guess I will always kinda wonder.

Still no light in sight... and Im back where I started.
Philosophy sucks monkey balls. I hate that dumb class, it reminds me of Algebra... freshman year.... yuck.

So I guess everyting fell through and I still gotta wait for that next break. So tired of waiting. Maybe I shouldnt?

I did NOT like Star Wars. Why the fuck did they do that? So sad.

I think this set me back to step one.
Maybe it is a good sign.
We are friends at least... I think.
He came over last night.. and we talked for over 3 hours.
It was nice.

I feel like a huge weight was lifted off my chest.. and My heart isnt being pulled into my stomach anymore.

I still wish..... but hey... life goes on Im sure.

I wish you could.... Really I do ( Read more... )

Nice song for my good mood... :) Couldnt put it anyother way. Life sucks! Isnt it great ( Read more... )