I cant believe the way you took me down. I never saw the pain...

[wish_you_could]

I think this set me back to step one.
Maybe it is a good sign.
We are friends at least... I think.
He came over last night.. and we talked for over 3 hours.
It was nice.

I feel like a huge weight was lifted off my chest.. and My heart isnt being pulled into my stomach anymore.

I still wish..... but hey... life goes on Im sure.