still alive...didn't do myself in. still taking my meds. Things are pretty o.k. Thank you to those who reached out with kind words. It did help.

I'm feeling much better now...it's amazing that a medication could work so well, but it does.
I still hate your earth though.
You guys are seriously going to blow yourselves up sooner or later...my money is on sooner.

So...I'm like on my second one now...so far I'm tolerating it...I don't quite want to slit my wrists as bad as I did on Tuesday. Why do I have to have a brain that's broken?
Why can't I be normal?
I wish God would take me home.
Send me an angel God...please save me.

Astral hand
reach within
Draw forth the poison
Infuse with white light
All will be well.

I can hear the Angels.

Must calm brain..
Function no good...systems erratic..
error field
static..
voices...
how?

Fuck this stupid bitch that trying to shut down anorexia sites. She'll never win.

I'm so sick of hearing about OOooh, Harry Potter...Oh Squee! I'm like totally going to a midnight release....puke. People who plan their lives around a book are pathetic. I refuse to read them.
Bring on Terry Brooks or George R.R. Martin.

Ahhh...ice cream. Where would you Earthlings be without it? My guess is out of the hospital and many pounds lighter. It is an evil concoction that I find myself drawn to like moth to flame ( Read more... )

The beach trip was excellent. The native plant was not blooming because of previous cold weather. I had a completely allergy free vacation. Ahhh...bliss. There was a beautiful full moon while we were there. It was lovely, but affected the tides quite a bit. Sun, sand, surf, seafood..all the body needs to feel better. I am going to live there...that ( Read more... )

As usual, I find it difficult to resist some of your modern Earth fare. I had some food called Mexican today. I haven't had it for a long time. I have been trying to eat the organic Earth foods because I find that my sensitive system can tolerate them better. You humans use way too many chemicals in everything. I wish it could stop. You are going ( Read more... )