I want 2 b a better mom ( Read more... )

 huh...
my friends page is a blank slate... wonder what that means....

oh wait...
 no i don't

I want 2 b a better mom
I want 2 b a better wife.

I want 2 b a.... better... better...

I want 2 b something better than what i am. I used to test as near genius. I was hunted by the military because of my brains...

Now I have to think to get to the bathroom.

I want 2 NOT b a burden/worry/concern/fear

I think I'm becoming all of these.

 I'm sorry I don't show it well or often enough and I'm sorry I'm not the wife I used to be. I'm sorry this is not what we had planned. I love you two so much and I know I don't show it well because... well frankly because the only way I know how to say "I love you and I would do anything for you" is to... do. And I feel like I can't safely DO much ( Read more... )

They are ordered.

Your result for Are You a Jackie or a Marilyn? Or Someone Else? Mad Men-era Female Icon Quiz...
You Are a Grace!


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screw everything ( Read more... )

28 hours from NOW I must start not eating ( Read more... )

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I hate myself everytime I feel like I have to eat. It's rediculous. I have gotten better, now I know that I do *need* to eat, oh yeah, and drink fluids... but I don't understand why my brain/body seams to insist that it needs sugar/fatty foods. Every time I think "I want pizza" or "I neeeeeed chocolate" I want to stab myself in the throat. It ( Read more... )