So yeah... my best friend (besides bob gonsalves) moved away today... that's right, everybody, kat is gone... she says she's coming back after a few months, but i doubt it. and it really pisses me off, too, cause she didn't bother to call me and say goodbye, nor did she call to let me know that she got to Cali safely. so i'm wondering if i was ( Read more... )

So I've finally decided on it... This is my final kick-off week for drugs. Yup, that's right. I'm quitting. I've realized that they're keeping me from being truly happy because I'm so dependant on them. Plus I'm missing a lot in my little fantasy day-trips (no pun intended). So this is it. The last week I'll spend as a druggie. The last ( Read more... )

hey, what's up? n/m/h. been a pretty boring week. this is just gonna be a quick update on life lately, so it's gonna be short. me & bob said the "L" word. it was kewl cause we both really mean it. i love him a lot. he's like THE most important thing in my life right now. it's so great. he makes me feel all tingly and warm inside. my dad's ( Read more... )

Hey everyone who made a big deal out of me liking Bob... We're going out now!!! Isn't that great?????? YES IT IS!!!!!!!!!!! Woohoo, I shoudl throw myself a party!! I think I will... I'll put the pinata over there... and the punch bowl there... and the kegs over there.. ooo ooo I'll put the baloons EVERYWHERE... PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( Read more... )

Ok, so I like Bob Godshall!!! Woohoo, throw a friggin' party!!! But please, everybody STOP CALLING ME AND ASKING IF IT'S TRUE!!!!!!!!!! Geez.... It's just a friggin' crush, it's not like I'm gonna wind up marrying the guy or anything. I don't know who read my livejournal and told like, the whole friggin' school, but for the love of gus, WHY ( Read more... )

Of my incredibly un-sheltered life. Everything and everyone sucks. I seriously think I honestly hate everything right now. I don't know why, maybe I'm just going through another depression. I just took another Wellbutrin and a Percocet, and I feel all fuzzy inside. Maybe I should get off the drugs, perhaps that would help, but escaping from ( Read more... )

I figured out what mood I'm in....

OK, not in love, but a very bad case of "the likes." And I know this is going to sound incredibly odd to everyone... But it's Bob Godshall. He's so sweet. He was cuddling with me in Paul's car tonight and it just felt so... right. He's such a sweetheart and he treats me with so much respect. It's wierd. I'm not used to it. But it makes me ( Read more... )

Yes, that's right, I'm drunk as hell. And I'm quite suprised that my brain, mysteriously, works just as wonderfly drunk as it does sober. Hmmm.... Odd, isn't it? I can still type and write just as well as when I'm 100% sober. Silly me. So anyways, I had the perfect chance to ask Eric out tonight, but did I? NO. Of course not. Why? Because ( Read more... )

Oh, you, my beloved fans.... If only you could see me now. I'm sitting at home, my eyes are all red and puffy, my chest hurts, and I feel nauseous. It's been 4 days since I found out about J.C. I can't help but think it's my fault he's dead. I mean, I'm the one he wanted, I'm the one who could have made everything so much better for him. ( Read more... )