*sigh* A friend of mine stabbed me in the back and everyone keeps saying I'm over-reacting. I don't know how people can say I'm over-reacting when someone you trusted tries to ruin something you care about and then lies to your face about it. That's fucking bullshit. Now she's moving out and I know I should care, but I don't. I'm just indifferent ( Read more... )

God's Garden ( Read more... )

Well, I purged the emo from me. What I did probably wasn't the smartest of things, but I do feel emotionally better for it. Yay for random drugs in bad combinations. The bond between me and my toilet has never been stronger. Why do I have such a self destructive personality? I think I should probably invest in a bottle of alcohol for moments when I ( Read more... )

So...I can't help but feel a bit hurt and a bit betrayed. We didn't end up doing the skit. Some of the people didn't want to do it. They didn't really say so, but I could tell by the way they were acting. They lost their faith in me. They didn't believe I could get everything sorted out in time. I had planned on staying in Cat's room and finishing ( Read more... )

God, I woke up and I was so fucking confused. It's been a while since I've had a full night of sleep on a school night. My alarm clock started going off and I was like, "What the fuck? What day it it? Why?" It took me a while to realize that my alarm clock was going off because it was time for me to go to work. It took me even longer to realize ( Read more... )

So, my body has continued with its attempts to fuck me over. I've either developed a stomach ulcer or I have some sort of stomach virus thingy. I don't really know for sure, and I can't really find out, since I don't have the money for another doctor's visit. Thankfully, I only have a mild fever. I suppose I'll just have to get rid of it on my own ( Read more... )

Bleh...so I went to the cardiologist last week. They did a bunch of tests, which always makes me feel very awkward and out of place. Turns out that I just have extremely low blood pressure. I was advised to include more salt in my diet and if that doesn't work then I can take medicine to increase my blood pressure. So, there goes the last of my ( Read more... )

Yay! I made a 92 on my Sociology exam and I only read two of the six chapters and kind of mad-dashed skimmed through the last four in like less than a hour. I'm awesome. Although sociology is freaking easy.

Now I have one more regret to add to a long list of regrets. I wish I hadn't procrastinated so much about rescuing my turtle from my mom's house. Now, when I've finally gotten around to doing it, she's dying. Well, there's a chance she might live, but she has several things wrong with her and now those problems are double teaming her. She has ( Read more... )

I've dug up my old journal and I think that I'm going to start using that one a bit as well. This journal will contain my emotional issues and whining, since that's what it's being used for and the other journal will contain my more professional endeavors i.e. school, SPA, SHAS, anime stuff, writing, career stuff, etc. So, if you want to keep up to ( Read more... )