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Some one remeinded me that I still have a lj LOL so I forgot for a bit... things are great and shitty all at once. I don't know why I hate being a gemini... I still have my man who is surprisingly still with me.... I don't know why but he is. and I love him to death... he deals with my shit all the time, and have the time the shit doesn't even have ( Read more... )

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I have to do it I just have to

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Ok I know I have a problem with Alcohol. My problem is I don't know when to say when and I get smashed way to easily.... heh... ok but then you start talking while your drunk you say things that you don't think through clearly and you end up not only hurting yourself but people who love you... When I drink I turn off any emotion that I have... I ( Read more... )

Locked in a cage in the darkest part of myself. not able to get free ( Read more... )

I am one step closer to having my life half way together. or at least having a life at all. I got work and well I will recieve my first full check this week. It feels good knowing that you earned what you are recieving. Life is funny sometimes, it may seem like its pounding down on you but then things have a tendency of working out the way they ( Read more... )

I finally got a job I am one step closer to having What I want more than anything right now... and that is to have my true love, my everything with me by my side every day every moment possible.... By the way things are going great. other than the fact that I just had a root canal done today and have more drill and fills to do on monday... but none ( Read more... )