You'd think that as time passed it would get less awkward, but no. Arjghasdfihsdf.
I think I'm just becoming more angry and bitter. (Yes, I know. That's not nice.)
I'm tired of seeing him. I just want him gone. Or me gone. It'd be nice if I could find an apartment I can afford. Double Arghdlfihasdf.

Well shit. I'm stuck in this apartment until June when my lease is up. It'll give me time to save up money, but I'd really rather not stay here. I think the interim plan is to stay held up in my room until June arrives. Bah.

I'm sitting on my couch next to my ex boyfriend getting drunk at 4:30 on a Sunday afternoon. I've reached a whole new level of loser.

"Maybe you and me got lost somewhere
We can't move on and we can't stay here
Maybe we've just had enough
Well maybe we ain't meant for this love"

So I've decided that I'd like to move to Raleigh after I graduate. Of course this won't happen since the job market is pretty much crap up there, but I like to dream. I'd get my own itty bitty studio apartment (because let's face it..the only furniture I own is a desk and a bed) and season tickets to the Hurricanes. Mmm, what a life. I've even ( Read more... )

Procrastination.

Never before have I tried so hard and failed so miserably.

I don't care if it is organic..when the class average on a test is 52 there's something wrong.
>.< Argh.

I hate it when books don't have problem solutions in the back.
How am I supposed to know if I'm doing my homework right if I don't know the answer? Arrrgh! It kills me to spend another 80 bucks on a sol'n manual. :[

I can see this killing our relationship in the future...