I seem to be losing my edge lately, I had such an optimistic point of view when I started school this semester and it seems to be completely dissipating as the weeks wear on. It doesn't make much sense to me, but it's working in correlation with the mood swings I've been having lately which have commenced for no apparent reason. Maybe it's just a ( Read more... )

I don't have anything horribly exciting to write about at this moment, even though there's a lot on my mind that can't seem to take on forms of any words; though I feel I should be writing anyway. I suppose it's complicated, and I don't quite understand but I just want to write - with or without a clear goal ( Read more... )

This sounds strange to me when I say it, but I feel cursed. It's difficult to fully explain, and I'd rather not explain in full detail because it dredges up past memories which are currently best forgotten. The reason I believe myself to be cursed though, has a lot to do with the people I meet. I have this problem getting along well with girls, so ( Read more... )

I haven't touched this journal in ages, but I figured now would be the best time to start up again. With recent events and how I'm dealing with them, I need an outlet and this is probably my best bet for now. So here I am ( Read more... )

If someone dies, and they die alone, do they really die? Or are they just another number added to the infinite quantity of people lost before them? The forgotten ones, they lived, they experienced, they learned, they grew, but became invisible, erased and abandoned ( Read more... )