Simply, my own fault.
For not being a better person.

I wish i knew.

Its fear.
It holds my hand.
Tucks me in to bed.
Helps me make decisions.

Fear holds me back
from \everything/
that i should be on my way to.

Ive been blank with words maybe. But not with feelings.
And ive decided i cant decide if im more into typing or writing,
but of course tonight is the typing sort of night.

You wana be the person I tell little storys to, about the river down by my home, or the waterfall where we first fell in love. You want to be the person ill lay in the sand with at rio del mar, hands shading our hands as we look into the clouds to theme for adventure filled thoughts. I kept you as a charm. You were more like that picture inside my ( Read more... )

Im feeling empty of the fullest ways tonight.
Glass of wine and im at my prime, i have everything i want.

except company of a man.
so i try to not want.

when i see his eyes tho...i miss him bad.

i hate it when i get drunk off wine and sit at my pc all night...

Who's to make my rules but me.

It takes one man, to take your heart
It takes one small minded fellow, to smash your heart.
It takes a lifetime to try and get that heart back,
let alone in one peice
mending.

Things are looking up, and you're ready to put some old plans into motion in a new way. All eyes may be on you during the evening hours.

When one door of happiness closes another opens but we look so long at the closed door that we dont see the one which has been opened for us

Those who are drawn into your orbit are likely to provide you with something that you didn't even know you needed. Discoveries abound