"Sometimes, I listen to it as if it is a, an escape, of some sort. It flows through my mind, I twist it, turn it, and then, I let it in. This is the soothing side. Then there are times. There are times when. This nuisance, this destructive force, takes me over. I believe in it. I believe what it tells me. I believe its ideals, its life, its ( Read more... )

So I had a massive headache today. I put up an away message saying "fuck", or something along those lines, and then I threw myself onto the ground and laid there for a while. Many things happened while I was sprawled on the ground, and it was possibly more educational than that of my entire life. First off, as I hit the ground, I was reminded of ( Read more... )

So here's the deal... I don't have a use for this LJ. Not right now. I have been in too good of a mood to write in here. I'm changing so much. I don't think anyone notices. And that's why I'm so giddy. Figure it out no explanation. And it's weird, because I was talking to someone. And I really don't have any problems. There's nothing to ( Read more... )

Wait, I forgot to add the part about how life is crap and I want to die.

HA fooled ya! Yea I got you good sucker-bitch. Eat it!

I'm fun, things are doin good, and life is a pile of cd's.

So my Mom threatened to ground me for the summer if I didn't write some thank you's. Ya how stupid. So I wrote them.

Ya, so I went to Snail's Pace and bought a pair of nice running shoes. I'm excited. Unfortunately I'm super far behind, because I haven't even started training because of finals. Stupid finals. But I plan to start soon. Running on the beach, on the track, and at the gym are my main locales. Hopefully with Robby too, maybe in that one hilly ( Read more... )

I really was on an upper until the end of the day. Everything was going alright. Well maybe an upper is overdoing it. But I was content with the day. I was even happy after Confirmation. Got a bunch of people to sign my yearbook that aren't going to Edison. Super hott too. Got this awesome Senior to sign it. Maybe she goes to Edison? Deena ( Read more... )

my mind takes you to where you need to be ( Read more... )

I'm slowly running out of things to talk about. Soon there will be nothing. When that time comes, I will confess everything and delete my journal ( Read more... )

I went to the movies today with Robby, and I must say I had a good time. No one will believe me, but I completely predicted the movie "Identity". At the beginning Robby was like OK I'm going to figure this out. About half way through the movie I was like dude the litte 8 year old kid is the fucking killer. Damn was I right. He laughed at me ( Read more... )