Comments | wildflika: im waiting

wildflika

im waiting

Apr 24, 2005 19:51

hey guys! i hope everyone had fun at their grad nite or grad bash... mine was fun... the best part was taking back sunday! although at the end they sang the song that david used to sing to me really loud in his car... got a little teary eyed but what can ya do except juss try to smile and remember it as good times ( Read more... )

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sheddingxdreams April 25 2005, 19:08:42 UTC

awe love believe me i feel ya!! <3333

oh yeah ahhhhhgirl April 27 2005, 02:22:56 UTC

oh yeah well i had ryan cabrara at mine

Re: oh yeah wildflika April 28 2005, 00:18:55 UTC

speaking of which.... how was ryan cabreara cuz everyone i talked to that went to yours didnt see him and they are DUMB!! cuz he woulda been the main friggin reason i went! lol geez!!! did you take pics?!?!

Re: oh yeah ahhhhhgirl April 28 2005, 01:47:19 UTC

naw i didnt see him either b/c i dont like him i was just trying to make you jealous...did it work?

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my_only_one_929 April 27 2005, 02:22:11 UTC

i think everyone has been through it. and whoever hasnt is sooo lucky. but all i can say is that you will be stronger when this is over. and im not saying to be a pessimist or anything, but if you are thinking about the good times, and it is making you sad, then think about the times he didnt come over, or didn't call and all those times you felt sad or lonely. you can find someone who will always be there no matter what ( ... )

wildflika April 28 2005, 00:24:55 UTC

thank you christina... your replies make me smile!! :0) i was thinkin about what you said and like i have been tryin to get over him... only cuz he only wants to be friends from what i hear so theres really no point in me tryin anymore... but everytime i think im gonna be alright... something happens and i get all upset again... like his best friend lives in my neighborhood so i see him leaving and coming in everyday!! it hurts so bad... i wish it didnt take so long to get over it... but i believe your right about the 5 1/2 months... i bet it gets easier when you start talkin to other people... but the people who have tried to talk to me i am not interested in cuz i always compare them to david...
sometime i think to myself... why the hell am i tryin so hard... i was miserable half the time we were together so i mean why fight for something that will probably never change!! anyways... we should hang out sometime... have a girls night or something!!! i heart you
Shanah