Comments | wildcherrygal: I FUCKING HATE DECEMBER

wildcherrygal

I FUCKING HATE DECEMBER

Dec 20, 2007 11:34

So if you read my last substantial post you know that I have been having a really hard time this month. And during my 16 hour layover (my flight got cancelled and they rescheduled it for 6 the next morning, blech. they had no pilots, isn't that great.) I was thinking and December has always been a bad month. Usually that means there's a trauma ( Read more... )

school, december, depression, i hate it here, anxiety, ptsd, chicago, math, stress

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tabbylator December 21 2007, 01:22:48 UTC

Call me on the weekend?

wildcherrygal December 21 2007, 20:49:54 UTC

check your facebook inbox

karmaqueenie December 21 2007, 03:00:53 UTC

Huge hugs!

I don't know if this will help, but astrologically it's a dark time for everyone. But tomorrow is the winter solstice and after that the days will get longer, there will be more light. Light a candle, go find a bonfire somewhere, or just get outside and let the solistice energy turn December on its head. You're doing great even if you can't see it right now. As Naugess says, you can see the light at the end of the tunnel, so focus on that lovely (warm) resurrected ghost town in Texas, and remember the hoidays will be short in the bigger picture. You can get through it. I hope you can find lots of things to keep you busy and away from your mother.

I'm heading to Ottawa for my own dose of toxic mother-ness, but I'll have my computer with me if you need to vent or anything. Hang in there. Hugs hugs hugs hugs hugs...

wildcherrygal December 21 2007, 20:52:25 UTC

Thank you everyone for the happy thoughts. Everyone I know is so busy or out of town that it looks like I'm doomed to spend at least the next 4 days in the presence of my mother. If my grandmas are around next year I think i'll have to come on a non-xmas visit, for my sanity.