I need to cry. Have you ever NEEDED a good cry? I wish I could cry... I need the release. I'd probably feel so much better. I'm on the verge of tears, but nothing is there. I'm cold hearted lately. Nothing affects me. I'm numb. I cried today on the way to the hospital with Cameron, but it wasn't enough. I need a cry for me. I cried for ( Read more... )

I'm feeling really down right now. I just got back from the ER with Cameron, again. The 2nd time this week. 1st for the stitches and now because he had a fever of 104.4 and threw up some blood at school ( Read more... )

Men = BASTARDS

I feel like poop. I could make this another entry where all I do is whine about how lonely, poor and fat I am, but I'll spare you ( Read more... )

Ha, tonight was fantabulous! Hooray to meeting new people and hoorey to Carl the pool guy. Mmmm, I am so going back there, HA.

Argh, this is stressing me out ( Read more... )

Poop on boys.

It sucks not being able to choose between guys and girls. How can one be gay if they are attracted to both sexes? Do they consider themselves bisexual? or do they make themselves choose?

There is a beautiful man that comes into CVS everyday. He buys an energy drink with some sort of diet protien bar. Today he bought an energy drink ( Read more... )

Trish finally called me about 45 minutes before I was scheduled to leave. She went into some detail about why they are looking for a new supervisor. I guess the one they have now has a really bad availability and brings all her personal problems to work and cries in front of customers and stuff. I asked what was going to happen to her once I took ( Read more... )

Why am I such a fucking basket case? Why do I enjoy fucking with people and why do I enjoy torturing them? I'm so fucking miserable!