Even if you're miserable, smile anyway.
I feel like poop. I could make this another entry where all I do is whine about how lonely, poor and fat I am, but I'll spare you.
I haven't heard about the promotion yet. I'm assuming I'll find out more tomorrow when I see my boss. I really don't even know if I want it now. I'm chickening out. But I know I have to take it, because my boss has already started the process of hiring someone to take my place. I really should start looking for a new job. I think I'll do that.
I got a phone call from a friend I haven't talked to in ages. Well, I haven't talked to him since me and Patrick broke up. Ahh, it made my week. I guess we're supposed to booze it up this weekend. Not too sure... that's if he actually calls, ha.
Life is great. You know what's weird? I'm so miserable, yet I'm so happy. I am fatter this year than I was last year at this time, but I'm much happier than I was last year. Lately I've been getting compliments about my "crazy personality"... a good thing? Not sure. Even if things are shitty, you might as well smile and try to have a good time, because feeling shitty isn't going to get you anywhere.
I'm gonna get me some trucker meat!
I haven't heard about the promotion yet. I'm assuming I'll find out more tomorrow when I see my boss. I really don't even know if I want it now. I'm chickening out. But I know I have to take it, because my boss has already started the process of hiring someone to take my place. I really should start looking for a new job. I think I'll do that.
I got a phone call from a friend I haven't talked to in ages. Well, I haven't talked to him since me and Patrick broke up. Ahh, it made my week. I guess we're supposed to booze it up this weekend. Not too sure... that's if he actually calls, ha.
Life is great. You know what's weird? I'm so miserable, yet I'm so happy. I am fatter this year than I was last year at this time, but I'm much happier than I was last year. Lately I've been getting compliments about my "crazy personality"... a good thing? Not sure. Even if things are shitty, you might as well smile and try to have a good time, because feeling shitty isn't going to get you anywhere.
I'm gonna get me some trucker meat!