how am i going to get through this month with my sanity?

[wide_open_blues]

Manchester, NH sucks the life out of me. I've been home 3 days, and thats enough. I want to leave. I don't know how i am going to get through this month. I have even less independence now than when i was in high school...i don't have a car. I want the subways, i want ny. I want to be able to go where i feel like going when i feel like going. No job

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[mypaintednight]

i'm ready to get out of maine too. no one's changed, they do everything the same and there's nothing to enjoy. we sit and watch movies and that's it. it's dragging and it's draining and i feel like i am putting on an act trying to be the person i was before. it sucks. so...even more reason i can't wait to see you!!! i love you dearly el. <3