I feel like my life got this huge head start. All this stuff is happening all at once around me. i feel completely overwhelmed. My brain is going to explode. I honestly feel like I am trying my hardest but it's not enough. I am not keeping our new place clean enough. I am not doing as much dog training as i could be. Ryan works all day than comes ( Read more... )

I was wrong, this says it much better ( Read more... )

Come down by the ocean ( Read more... )

The sun sets in the grey sky ( Read more... )

The scars of yesterday ( Read more... )

I just don't feel like doing anything tonight. I am feeling frustrated, stressed, tired, a little depressed. IDK, i am just feeling low. IDK what's wrong with me. I just don't want to do anything anymore. Maybe I am just exhausted. I just need some sleep. I'll feel better in the morning.

My mom is so fucking un-reliable. I can't fucking take it anymore. She can't stick to what she says for 5 fucking minutes. I can't take it. She is making me crazy. Why is this my responsibility? Why can't she handle her own god damned life. Why don't i even have time for my own boyfriend. I have no life. I either work or go to school every single ( Read more... )

I guess i don't leave entries that much anymore because i am too tired. I am too exhausted to think enough to type out words. I have so much going on. I don't get a day off. If i am not working one day, I am in school. In the little spare time that i have, i try to hang out with friends, see my boyfriend, just have some fun. So i never really get ( Read more... )

The heart may freeze or it can burn ( Read more... )

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