I seriously love my life, and its crazy way of working out ( Read more... )

I have an interview tomorrow for a position in a research lab. I am so excited for the job, and so nervous for the interview ( Read more... )

I finally got my My Little Pony tattoo! It came out soooo good! I love it. And as always, reconfirmed my love for tattoos...I really wish I had more funds so that I could get the rest of the ones I currently have planned...

Anyway, here it is!

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This whole semester has been nothing but problem after problem. Disaster after disaster ( Read more... )

I wonder what brings on these sudden little reminiscent periods. Randomly, or at least it seems completely random to me, I have some memory. Sometimes, that triggers more memories. More thoughts. More happiness. More memories still.

Like today, I don't know what started it. Memories with Sarah Ronan. But I don't remember specifics.

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

Seems like that is true too often. Or at least that the right thing is hard.
He needs rehab, I know he does...but at the same time, I was wishing he wouldn't go.
Bad Timing... ha, you have no idea.

It's amazing how much something like this changes friendships. We've been focusing on how this has torn some of us apart, but today I realized how much it has brought some of us together. Like Jenny and I, who never really hung out before, though we'd say we needed to hang out soon and all that. But now, we've hung out 3 or 4 times this past ( Read more... )

Thursday night Ryan, Rich, Daniel, and Alan came over.
Ryan Rich and Alan left around 5 in the morning.
Apparently at 4 on Friday, Alan ODed.
Ryan is now in Jail.
We're pretty sure that Alan is dead.

I can't even think. All I keep thinking is I can't believe this happened.

I fuckin' love Aly ( Read more... )

The past 2 days I have gotten an hour or less of sleep. From somewhere between 5 and 6am to somewhere between 6 and 6 30 am. I got roughly 30 minutes last night, being woken up every 7 minutes. I guess I should say this morning...since it was almost 6 by the time i started attempting sleep ( Read more... )