and I'm REALLY EXCITED about working at Google. They sent me a java book to read before I got there and I haven't quite finished it yet (actually I'm like halfway through)... it's quite interesting/useful for production code but I've been visiting Cary like more than half the break.. and I don't have time for that book while I'm there. A ( Read more... )

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I hate myself lol

I did it again. wasted an entire semester of school. $8,000+ but it doesn't sound like a lot because it's my parents' money.

NEXT FUCKING SEMESTER PULL IT TOGETHER BITCH

Plenty of things to get done today. 61c hw, 61c lab from last week, ling hw, start the psych paper, psych experiment, read yesterday's ee lecture I missed

operation: recover from being a terrible student so far this semester (again)

I need to get life back under control. The problem is I had trouble caring about anything, and now that I have something to care about that's all I think about...

Doing whatever makes you feel good is WAY different from being lazy.
I need to work hard in school again. ^__^

sometimes I have to convince myself I exist at all...

I feel like I can't find real people. PROBABLY this is because by real people I'm expecting emo people like me.

I've got so much stuff due tomorrow. Anyway ( Read more... )