i turned 18 today. im a little frustrated but had a relatively good day. i got really buzzed tonight and was thrown into a pool with my shoes and clothes on. haha. but i'm really grateful to have the love and support of my friends and family. i really realized it today and am thankful and appreciative. since graduation things have been pretty wild ( Read more... )

People spend too much time finding other people to blame, too much energy finding excuses for not being what they are capable of being, and not enough energy putting themselves on the line, growing out of the past, and getting on with their lives...

i have a lot of questions that have yet to be answered. maybe i question too much. but i can't help it. idk. i guess it's the end of the year and its time to start letting go of things we have refused to let go of ( Read more... )

It's interesting how we think that so much of what we do is done in secret.
what's even more interesting is how much we trust the people around us.
how foolish we are in our naivity...
some things should never be verbalized
and others don't need to be.
It is far easier to manipulate our lives and get what we want through silence than with words.

honestly.. i'm thinking that if i could just put a bullet through your brain.. all of my problems, all of my stress, all of my anxiety would be gone forever..

GODDAMN YOU. why do i still care!?!
i can't fucking help myself. AGHHH!

hope everything works out alright. i have faith that it will.
and if anyone tries to get in my way, i'll have a "talk" with them.
and if they don't back the fuck off, then i'll kick their ass.
simple as that. :]
keep me happy.
you don't want me to be unhappy.
because i'm not the same person.

Joseph :]

soo ( Read more... )

time has passed and a lot has changed.

i stopped hoping long ago for something i knew would never come.
and low and behold, all i ever wanted now sits before me on a silver bmw.. i mean silver platter. :]

i think i love you.
i really do :]

Joseph

wow. what can i say?
last night was the best.
i had a lot of fun and really enjoyed myself. :)
community service today sucked.
but tonight i look forward to another great night with you.

Joseph

presentation tonight was extremely fun ( Read more... )