well its about 12:55am and i'm wide awake. i have class at 9:30 so i know i can get a decent amount of sleep between now and then. nothing much is going on. looks like military ball is on my agenda. don't know jack squat on details but i can find those out soon enough. playing pool online and getting my butt kicked at the moment. just lost. ( Read more... )

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well i just studied history and as i was leaving i decided to check my mail one last time. Callian came and we kinda studied together(although she stuided chemistry while i studided history). slept like a rock and almost didn't get up at 5:30 but somehow did. i didn't know what the heck my alarm was at first till i sat up. church was cool ( Read more... )

nothing much is happening today. mark is with his parents which leaves me in the room bymyself and the house is practically empty so thats nice as well. i don't like going home although i will have to next week for check-up. if all goes well i can leave as soon as church gets out if not saturday before then. mrs. lisa had been e-mailing me but ( Read more... )

bad stuff happens. we all know it does. its how we take it that can show our true colors. people have probably heard me say this quote before and i will now do it again. "Courage is not the absense of fear but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear."(Ambrose Redmoon). what are we afraid of? what makes us hide our ( Read more... )

well i didn't work out as much as i thoght i was going to(i felt too tired and lazy)so i just went to bed. feeling a little better this morning(actually afternoon since i woke up about 20-40 min ago). everyone is gone from the house or still sleeping. don't blame them. i never sleep in back in houston and i feel like crap when i do wake up at 8 ( Read more... )

well i am bored straight. no one is here that i can talk to and i don't know what to do. i feel like talking to someone but its too late for that. i think i'll go downstairs and do some push-ups or something. maybe if i keep my body occupied then my mind will not be so distracted. i feel lonely, like their should be someone else in my life. ( Read more... )

i am curious as to who reads this journal. please post and tell me about urself if you read my journal and tell me why you do. i just want to know what kind of crowd i am getting. tell me who u are and why you actually come to my pathetic excuse for a journal and read my entries and then tell me what you think. i am open to suggestions. thanks ( Read more... )

things are getting better today. i tried visting my teachers but the new ones weren't in. basically my grades last semester sucked major donkey balls so i need to improve so i went to try and find my old professors and visit with them. that worked but i also wanted to try and visit my new professors as well but they weren't here. makes it kinda ( Read more... )

at the threat of eviction i am actually happy and pissed at the same time. some of the stuff i was "supposdly" supposed to do never seemed to cross my path and naturally i get blamed for it. God is good is what i must remember considering he is the one who brought me back to Sam Houston and away from her. most know of whom i speak of and agree ( Read more... )