Jake's fears are legitimate. How can he not help but think about what would happen if it didn't work out with Heath? Jake's too used to being used. And Heath, well, he's gone from not really giving a damn about having a relationship to craving one. So many hurdles these two have to overcome.
You write angst and mixed up feelings so damn well! Thanks for another great chapter!!
Wow! The tension between H & J is incredible. Great writing. I'm on the edge of my seat. What is in the email?? These 2 need to talk and stop worrying about getting their hearts broken. They are both miserable now, how could it be that much worse?
Once again, you have drawn me into their lives. Your writing is so personal and real. I feel like it is real and I need to know what happens next! Once again, I'm checking LJ everyday for an update. I haven't done that in years. Thanks so much for writing and sharing! - B.
awesome chapter, as usual ! I liked so much that Jake didn't just take off and their situation wasn't that final dead, but mostly I liked that whispered semi-dialogue “I’m trying so hard not to want this, but goddamn, I can’t help myself" - “I don’t know what you want me to do” !! why, WHY can't Jake risk a little and move in with Heath, it's not like it's final like a marriage ?! not even that is final ! he has his friend as back-up, and he has to start some time to get back to normal life - why not with the guy he likes for real ? and obviously likes him back, and not as a hooker ?!! god, lovers are so stupid some time.... I remember all too well ! ;o)
great chapter again... but adding to all our grrrr... ;-) but i love it so much, it's great! and no, never got that "have to break up before it hurts" stuff either... thank you!
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You write angst and mixed up feelings so damn well! Thanks for another great chapter!!
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Once again, you have drawn me into their lives. Your writing is so personal and real. I feel like it is real and I need to know what happens next! Once again, I'm checking LJ everyday for an update. I haven't done that in years. Thanks so much for writing and sharing! - B.
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why, WHY can't Jake risk a little and move in with Heath, it's not like it's final like a marriage ?! not even that is final ! he has his friend as back-up, and he has to start some time to get back to normal life - why not with the guy he likes for real ? and obviously likes him back, and not as a hooker ?!!
god, lovers are so stupid some time.... I remember all too well ! ;o)
thank you ! weekend you said ?
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but i love it so much, it's great!
and no, never got that "have to break up before it hurts" stuff either...
thank you!
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Keep going :-)
Thank you so much. Christina
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