Today has been one of the most upsetting and emotionally draining days I've had in a very long time. I don't even have the energy to really write any details about it. If you don't work with me, or know the people I work with it's hard to explain anyway really ( Read more... )

I spend too much time complaining about my life without doing anything to change it. In the last two years I've lost all motivation to. Everything I had attempted got fucked up some how. I think I just might be getting that motivation back. I've gotten so fed up with everything that I've done some things that I'm kinda dissapointed in myself ( Read more... )

I forget I have this sometimes. I have a real journal now, one I've actually been pretty good about keeping. And since it's not on the internet I've really been writing. Onto the superficial update ( Read more... )

Still no car. Finding one has been alot harder than I really ever imagined. I'm bummed out because summer makes me want to get up and go so badly and I can't. I really miss just leaving and not really having any idea where we'd stay, if we'd have the money to get back and most importantly- not caring ( Read more... )

i really can't take spending this much time between shows, spending so little time involved in hardcore. I'M GOING FUCKING INSANE.

From Eulogyrecordings.com;


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+ i pet a squirrell today. one of my lifetime goals.

+ my brother eric is home from iraq and recieved a purple heart while on duty there.

+ my dogs. seriously, fuck people.

- accounting at my job messed up some paperwork, i'm out $500.

- no death before dishonor or death threat tonight.

- siatica. seriously. what am i 50?

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