reading my old memories on here from way back when i was 16-17 makes me feel very very uneasy.
it hurts, it feels uncomfortable, it disgusts me to think of the lie i was living.

i am thinking of making a new LJ, y/n?

i really enjoy charmed. alot.
and
even though you dont read my lj and dont even have livejournal id like to say to you- you mean so much to me and i would hate it if you were hurting.
you are always considering my feelings first.
ily, bffl,

also ian and ellie coming down tomorrow ftw.

so my baby birdy died today at lisa's house. she was so distraught.
i loved him as much as she did, even though she raised him.
going to michaels now. x

so my bird (new bird, btw, got him on sunday. his name is morrisey) didnt look to good today, so i called the pet store and the woman told me to bring him in straight away so i did. turns out hes been almost starving because morgan told us it was okay to feed him with a spoon when it actually wasnt ( Read more... )

dear leah jean
come home now. i miss you. i talked to you on the phone for 20 minutes today, my mum will probably kill me.
i wish you were happy over there but part of me loves that you hate it, because i know youre going to come back soon. soon being in like 8 months, but its still relatively soon.
i love you, heaps. come home so we can be lesbians

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my favourite smell is the smell of christmas wrapping paper.
especially the cheap stuff that has the plastic over it.
it reminds me of every single christmas i can remember.
3 months and 10 days untill christmas this year. the first christmas in 2 years that i wont be sitting on webcam on christmas eve eating watermellon infront of ian.

okay theres a few pictures im gonna dump here.


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i just ate two peices of toast with sweet chilly philly on it. it wins so much that id have more cept theres no bread left ( Read more... )