So. funeral on thursday. i hate when people die. i hate knowing you cant see them again. just the thought of death seems really hard, but my fam helped me realize when u are old, u just except it. that was the good thing. my grandpa knew he was going to die. he was ready, and he died the most peacful way. in his sleep, with his mariners game on . ( Read more... )

Probably one of the saddest nights of my life.. about 30 things just sucked at once.

why cant i just relax.

this week has been long. maybe its cuz i just want to leave and get away from this place for awhile. my cell phone is messed up so if u try calling me and i keep hanging up, its cuz my phone is retarded. summer hasnt been to exciting. cept, caitys party, i was so trashed, and i loved it. i laughed about everything, and i took the most disgusting ( Read more... )

hopefully 2nite will be awesome.    finally doing something.

I dont deserve any of that.

summer has been good. a lot of weight has lifted of my shoulders. not just one thing, but so many things are better. buttt.. sometimes things get out of hand. it will all go away soon tho : ) i miss people. everyone is on vacation and thats okay, cuz im goin soon! the cabin for the 4th mayyyyybeeee... chelan camping . BLUE LAKE once again, ( Read more... )

im so lost for words

about everything...

we graduate in pretty much 3 days. 1 day of school left. and i am gonna cry so much......

there are so many people i want to say things to before graduation comes, but there is no time. I want to tell every person how much i love them even if we havent been the best of friends this year or lately.  Its weird to think i wont know anything about ( Read more... )

okay. i gotta update about prom..and this weekend.. okay. this was the frist dance where i wasnt too stressed. i think we took care of everything really well, and it all worked out great.  Let me just say - - - boys in tuxes r hot. esp. mine. : ) all the girls looked AMAZING. and i think i saw like half of the senior girls at Gene Juarez gettin ( Read more... )

so... i got a 540$ ticket.. haha. the cop pulled me over cuz of my broken tale light, then my insurance was expierd.. well i have insurance, but i didnt put my new card in my car. so he still gave me a ticket even after he checked his computer to see that i had it. what a jerk. stupid sheriff....

oh well. it will get deferred in court : )

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