okay, so there is lots to write, but now that some time has passed i dont feel as if i am feeling the same emotions as i was before, but i will still try to capture exactly what i WAS (and maybe still am) feeling... here goes ( Read more... )

today was an okay day. things were going fine. i was looking foward to saturday (game+parties=fun times). i went to all my classes and felt accomplished, that is until math ( Read more... )

okay...wanna hear something fucked up? this is one example of how my childhood was a bit off ( Read more... )

wow, i am doing horribly in almost all of my classes.

so..my rezzies keep inviting me to nudy tuesday....i think that is a good sign to say that they like me

do you ever feel as if life is passing you by? i think i have always been a bit slow in the game, but i hate it when it is obvious. i feel as if everyone is constantly one step above me, and that can be hard to deal with sometimes ( Read more... )

ish is pissing me off ( Read more... )

okay, so it has been a long ass time since i have updated, but things have been so busy around here, i just never knew whenthe right time to sit and write was..but i guess the time has come ( Read more... )

okay...so i had this weird thought when i was back in eugene and it went like this "i dont really want to be here or come back here." ummm? thats a bit fucked up. i am hoping it is just me not wanting to do school work, but i really dont care about that right now. maybe i am scared about being an ra. maybe its me realizing that i actually dont ( Read more... )

ah. i am still in a glowing mood from this past weekend with my girls. get nicholes tattoo thursday and she helps me with my computer, vee shows up thursday night so we can head off to the fair and chill there with megan on a very warm friday. then we go shopping in portland and see very hott guys (and even perfect fro man), head back into molalla ( Read more... )