I find my self not being afraid of changing myself, but rather the change of other people.

I will meet you
In some place
Where the light lends itself
To soft repose
I will let you undress me
But I warn you
I have thorns
Like any rose
And you could hurt me
With your bare hands
You could hurt me
With with the sharp end
Of what you say
But I'm lost to you now
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Its not going how I expected.
I find myself wanting him.
wanting to tell him whats going on in my life
wanting to be how we were in the summer

It makes me want to cry.

seriously

Last night PJ and I ended it, and it went surprisingly well. I feel really good about it.
after we broke up, we hung out for like an hour, and it wasnt awkward. if anything, it felt right

Time to change my ways.

right now... I want him.

Dont know whats going on?

dont know what went wrong.

I dont think I will ever understand how people can be so, to put it in lighter terms, phsyco.

He is everything you want
he is everything you need
he is everything in spite of you that you wish you could be
he says all the right things at exactly the right time
but he means nothing to you and you dont know why

"So, one day, when I was in the eighth grade, my friend Andrew and I were walking from school when some bully, who wil go without being named, came up to us and started giving us a great deal of shit. And Justin Lyon, who was then all of 5 feet 3 and 120 pounds, came up and defended the both of us. That's the kind of guy Justin was. He was kind and ( Read more... )

"tell her shes beautiful."

I'm sick of being taken for granted, blown off, told I'm fat, high school parties, ignorant people, lame nights ( Read more... )

when you get together 16 of your closest relatives, things are bound to be a little crazy ( Read more... )