I'm already having nightmares about starting school on Tuesday, isn't that pathetic? Or, it could be the nightmares I have being back in California. Either way, I already miss new york and all of its little lower east side treasures and williamsburg treasures. I decided now that I am back in suburb hell, I will not party and focus on my studies and ( Read more... )

On another note, I have a whole $2 till 3:45 am tomorrow. I have to take the train tno JFK, scary by myself with my luggage. I guess I am going to be polishing off the rest of my beer to keep me full till then. Or, Im going to be begging for change in the park tomorrow..or even better, I could hang out with Paul..

humour for heather and alyssa.

What I hate is the most is that I am sitting here, debating whether or not my trip has been great or not. Its sad to say the least because I didn't have expectations for anything, I just didn't want to end up feeling guilty for the lack of chemistry. I keep telling myself to be much more of a selfish woman when it comes to the opposite sex and when ( Read more... )

Is it really that tongue ejecting that I want to go to a house club and hear super cheesy european pop?

On Thursday night, I taught myself how to read palms. I find it beneficial knowledge to have and a great way to start conversations. I have acquired all of the strangest little hobbies lately but they all seem to fit me so no need for second thoughts. I have mentioned to a few people that my 6th sense depth has increased and my intuition is ( Read more... )

Today was rather warm but incredibly beautiful. The busy streets were almost out of Tokyo and my cd's scored the shor film for today. I'm wildly excited with the new thoughts for action in photography. Everything around me becomes vibrant, words flash to and fro in front of these peepholes and when I do strike a chord, the sound echoes and results ( Read more... )

Well,

DUI's Suck.

I seem to be finding my mind unbearable when I'm in solitude, creating another stench in the air with uncertainty. Ive begun a new style of prose of compiled thoughts to attempt to gather what my mind holds in and my mouth can't seem to formulate. My drove home last night felt very uneasy and when I came home, I wasn't able to rest until I had ( Read more... )

Poised, Posed, Ludic

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I just returned home from a long dragging and weary day at my temporary work. Perhaps if I would stop coming home from La around 5 am these days, I would feel a little more refreshed ( Read more... )