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What I hate is the most is that I am sitting here, debating whether or not my trip has been great or not. Its sad to say the least because I didn't have expectations for anything, I just didn't want to end up feeling guilty for the lack of chemistry. I keep telling myself to be much more of a selfish woman when it comes to the opposite sex and when its here, I almost feel guilty for asking and getting what I want. Is my mind that off the wall?
All I wanted was to enjoy the city, breathe in inspiration, take the days for what they are, spend time with the girls I love and have a good time with Paul. Unfortunately, it hasn't turned out this way. My friends want to kill him and have every right too for if it wasn't for my guilty mind reminding me that he did buy my damn ticket, I would have socked him in the mouth on friday. How annoyihng can one person possibly be? I wasn't prepared for this and now, my trip is turned around.
Hey, I still love new york..
All I wanted was to enjoy the city, breathe in inspiration, take the days for what they are, spend time with the girls I love and have a good time with Paul. Unfortunately, it hasn't turned out this way. My friends want to kill him and have every right too for if it wasn't for my guilty mind reminding me that he did buy my damn ticket, I would have socked him in the mouth on friday. How annoyihng can one person possibly be? I wasn't prepared for this and now, my trip is turned around.
Hey, I still love new york..