my life has turned to shit in a blink of an eye and its not getting better

=/ am I seriously like that bad of a person that I cant be happy? I mean I've fucked up a lot in my life but do I honestly deserve all this bullshit thats being thrown at me?

fuck... and I thought my life sucked before

this time I wont let him go...I cant this time

honestly... what the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

I'm very anxious to see where these next few months will take me especially with this relationship that I'm trying to work out and the baby

big stuff >_

things are slowly looking up

next week is my baby shower and I'm scared as hell

even when I really shouldn't be...

My day started off really fuckin shitty but ended up pretty good towards the end ( Read more... )

all I am is baggage and no one should bother wasting their time with me because im a fuckin waste of space

my optimism has gone out the window tonight

I wish she would actually sit down and talk to me. I havent talked to her since our disagreement on my pregnancy. If she was truely my friend she would open her eyes and realize how much she hurt me ( Read more... )