Noel sucks so much right now.

it's been awhile since ive posted. so ive been here for a lil over 2 weeks now. theres a lot of things i really like about this place. but some stuff i dont. my dorm building, floor, and room are awesome. i don't think i could possibly have asked for a nicer room. and the people in the room next to me have a wii. drunken wii tennis rules. my ( Read more... )

tonight was the goodbye dinner with cooper, greg, nathan, anya, kassy, jake, brooke, philip, ward, and esra. it was fun, but the saying goodbye to everyone was tough. in the past, whenever i'd think about college it would always seem so far away. but now it isn't. it's 9 hours away, and it doesn't seem real. i need some sleep.

so it finally hit me that im leaving in less than 2 days. fuck. im really realllllllly scared. and all i can think about is how much im going to miss everyone. and how i haven't gotten to see enough of certain  people.

got my wisdom teeth cut out this morning. IV sedation sucked. i shouldve gotten general anesthesia cause i was like way too aware of what was happening during the surgery and it still hurt. currently drugged with vicodin, its pretty nice i guess lol. all ive done today and probz will tomorrow is sit in bed listening to the shins, death cab, arcade ( Read more... )

ok im really sick of how obnoxious people are. just because you're unhappy with your family/love/personal life and you have nothing interesting to talk about and need to feel better about yourself does not mean you have to choose making fun of/attacking me as the scapegoat from your life failures.

im really dissatisfied with summer right now. i feel left out of things going on, bored, and just really lonely in general sometimes, and this is one of those nights. and i don't really know what to do about it. maybe last night was a mistake. ahh

So graduation was yesterday ( Read more... )

hmm...a little behind here ( Read more... )

im such a wreck right now. thanks __________