yeah when you have nothing to do on the weekends  it's really boring so I went to an art show at the Noteworthy indian museum.  It  was good just a nice little exhibit, it was some thing to do for a half an hour or so.  Plus I went with my grandmother so we got to spend some time together.  She is really cool cause she treats me like I am a person ( Read more... )

HEY YOU GUYS THIS IS IN REGARDS TO MY ENTRY THE OTHER DAY ENTITLED: "WOW... HOW PATHETIC AM I?"

Well I have become enlightened about what I wrote... I found out that I am special even though I am a pain in the ass; I now realize that I am blessed to have someone more special than a friend or a parent to talk to. I have a guardian angel and her name ( Read more... )

HEY ALL~

Wow we did so great at NYSSMA yesterday, together we took 2 silver medals. YES we did so much better than I ever thought we would do.  But it seemed to me that some of the bands there didn't have alot of dynamic contrast.

yeah yesterday I got perry to sign passes for me to be in the band room all day I got nothing done. But O was pissed ( Read more... )

I mean look at me I gained this little absession ( no it's nothing dirty) what like a year or so a go and now it's like... I'm obsessing over this one thing for so long and there is nothing I can do to change it.  I feel like I'm changing because of it.  I feel like I'm changing because of you.  What do I do?  I mean this is just the time that I ( Read more... )

If I disappeared would any of you miss me?  No I think not because I think I have just been to annoying to be missed.

Well its been weeks since my last entry and all I can say is... drama is over!!  The show was AMAZING... and I don't just mean yeah you did such a good job; I mean wow we just did something that we never will get to do again because no matter what something will always be different.  And not to sound like Nelson but we will never be able to do ( Read more... )

Well drama has been hell because not many people have been learning their lines!!!  DAMN IT ALL THE YANKEES!!!!  lol rehearsals have been interesting but I find myself not able to do as good a job that I thought I would do.  OH and for anyone who isn't in drama or that missed it, their was a weird little threesome happening in the kitchen set of ( Read more... )

Well in my last entry I was talking about being busy and  very tired... but during the rotary show I found out a feeling that I thought I surrpressed.  I really didn't surrpress them.  I found out I get very jealious about what other people have that I don't have.. my friend has a boyfriend; i don't have a girlfriend... the person I hate in the ( Read more... )

Well, I have been so busy these past few weeks.  Such things like drama and rotary show keep me busy for a long time.

Well the pat couple of days have been very cool because I have been driving everywhere... I'm so happy about it because I really do well when driving although I do get pissed off sometimes.  I wish I had my license so I could drive by my self.  Oh and I found out that my cuz Emily is going for her road test tomorrow.  Very cool... I can't wait til ( Read more... )