WOW...how pathetic am I?
I mean look at me I gained this little absession ( no it's nothing dirty) what like a year or so a go and now it's like... I'm obsessing over this one thing for so long and there is nothing I can do to change it. I feel like I'm changing because of it. I feel like I'm changing because of you. What do I do? I mean this is just the time that I wish I had a gardian angel... not like a parent but a person who cares about what happens to me. My gardian angel would be some one to support me, tell me whats right, whats wrong, what I should do, and why things happen. but now I'm just acting like a dreamer that dreams about themselves. wow I really am pathetic, sorry it I bug any of you.