i wanted to kick her in the head.
but paola beat me to it by mentioning the marks on the floor.

slow.

slow is what that woman was.
not dumb. she didn't stutter.
She was slow.
looking around for no reason.
it was as if she thought we could read her mind.

nothing is better than seeing the spinning coke bottles behind chris while dashboard plays "unplugged" on mtv. Honestly i think DC has some really good songs. Its a shame that i can't hear the words. They are masked by the hums of thirty ambercrombie punks. Shit im amazed i spelled that right. no i didn't spell it right. like the hardcore turd i ( Read more... )

it smells wonderful <3

i really am happy.
it still smells great <3

hello friend. and now i take your life.
the ant didn't see it coming.
i felt it was the right thing to do.

i was so happy to find your skirt on my bed when i came home.

i could use a friend.
i never could of imagined that all that time i was revan.
what a fucking twist.

i deserve the long emails. i fucking try and i can't get far. id like to cut her throat and break her fingers. its depressing enough to be the only person awake in a room .i didn't need this.

well shes asleep and i wonder if it will be the same when we're on our own. maybe i'll notice how much she really does sleep. It will drive me crazy and cuase rants like this one. Where does it end! why don't you just kiss me. you know you want to. go ahead. don't just snore. do it. do it now. my mental powers haven't evolved enough ( Read more... )

work starts early tomorrow and it marks the end of my month. Thursday doesn't count. im positive ( opposite of negative ) that i will stop writting when im living with paola. If i have anything to blab about at this late hour i'll simply wake her up with a punch to the face.

if only she understood the emochno.
remember ?