i loved him with a scorching fire ( Read more... )

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Heath Ledger? Gone?

i can't stop crying

i'm getting help. finally. i've wanted this my whole life. The best part is, after countless times of being offered help, i am accepting it.

Tori Amos - Past The Mission Lyrics

I don't believe I went too far
I said I was willing,..willing, willing, willing...She said she knew what my books did not ( Read more... )

anxiety attacks are the worst thing i have ever experienced in my life

i feel normal today

weird

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My thoughts just don't make any sense to me now it seems. Where do i find meaning when all i feel is the pain? i know what the problem is and one day it will be resolved; just not this second, this minute, this hour, this moment. the worst thing about being insane is being completely aware of it yet having no motive to fix it. i'm gonna grow a ( Read more... )

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXS_htH6ul4

he sang it. front row. eye sex with cornell is better than the world.

time to go running.

maybe this is why i chose to keep certain people at a distance, they don't know what they have in front of them-- they are missing out on what is really there. we all know the smog that blurs one's vision is selfishness. stop being hurtful and ignorant, it only keeps you in a ditch and if you dig yourself deep enough someday not even you can dig ( Read more... )

OMG IM GOING TO SEE CHRIS CORNELL AT STUBBS ON APRIL 29TH, 2007 I CAN BARELY TYPE. FUCK YEAH FUCK YEAH FUYCK YEAH FUCK YEAH