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My thoughts just don't make any sense to me now it seems. Where do i find meaning when all i feel is the pain? i know what the problem is and one day it will be resolved; just not this second, this minute, this hour, this moment. the worst thing about being insane is being completely aware of it yet having no motive to fix it. i'm gonna grow a penis now. so i won't be a damaged little girl any more. i want to start writing in here again...