Happiness is just a word to me/And it might have meant a thing or two/If I'd known the difference

[my_fathers_gun]

I wondered if 5am was too early for a beer. I had woke up a couple of hours earlier and after showering and shaving I still couldn't get rid of the pit that was digging itself in my stomach

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[allforsurvival]

His voice sing-songed in my ear, unable to get away from the words he spoke like knives into my skin. "You know you want to, it'd be so easy, Lenore." It was Sam's voice again, tight leather straps on my wrists keeping me tightly to the chair as a shadow figure brought Dean over to me.

I screamed and tried to pull away as the knife glinted in the darkness. My eyes are fixed as I watch Sam move to his brother and slip the blade just deep enough to break skin. The scent filled the room and I struggled harder, trying to remember how many days they kept me here and how much longer than that it's been since I've fed. "Such blood..." The blade went across Dean's lower neck and he was shoved even closer to me. "C'mon, Lenore. You know that you need to feed...if you don't then you're going to die of hunger not too long after your boy here bleeds out." Sam's face comes close to my ear and I struggle hard. "Could always be the selfish whore I know you are and turn him...make him dark like you. Just one bite..."

My eyes snap open and I grip

[my_fathers_gun]

I see that Lenore is frightened of something as she wakes, I look at her concernedly an frown as she tells me in a shaky voice that I should sleep more. "I'm fine, grabbed a couple of hours. How are you? Why don't you sleep some more, we don't need to leave for another couple of hours."

She looks like something scared the shit out of her and all I want to do is go over and hold her, but I can tell that she just wants me to back off for now.

[allforsurvival]

I pull up the blankets to cover my nude body and shake my head, roughly running my fingers through my hair. "Not tired." It's a lie, after everything that's gone on - not including the sex - and the fucked up dreams I could sleep for a year.

"Why don't we get breakfast and head out early?" Quietly I slip out of the bed and pad over to Dean with the sheet wrapped around me, the urge to keep as far away from him as I can but the want and desire to be near him out weighs it.

Brushing my hair from my face, I climb onto his lap and close my eyes, trying to rid the thoughts that I have out of my mind. "I hate when you lie," I finally say. "You didn't get enough sleep." A smile tugs my lips as I put on my 'I'm fine' act. "You shaved, I like it."

[my_fathers_gun]

I kiss her softly and nuzzle her neck "Your lying too. So why don't you go curl back up in bed and I'll come join you."

I rub my now-smooth chin over her skin and lick lightly at the sheen of sweat there, "Food and leaving can wait we both need to get more sleep if we're going to function."

[allforsurvival]

He's teasing me and then he teases me more by stopping. Asshole. I'm so going to get him back.

I smile at him and nod. "Yes, strength is good. I think you're going to need yours." I pop a french fry in my mouth before picking up my burger to eat it. The spice is strong enough that I can taste it and that it doesn't taste like cardboard. Which is nice for a change.

We eat in silence and as he starts munching on the rest of his fries I bring my foot up and start rubbing his thigh. "I think we have energy to burn baby..."

[my_fathers_gun]

I'm grinning like an idiot as I shove more fries into my mouth "I have all the strength I need baby." I pause and tilt my head "But what about you? You feelin better?"

I lean forward in my chair and into her foot "You think you'd be up for a little...exercise?"

[allforsurvival]

I cock my brow at him and smirk, rubbing my foot against him more. "Oh yes, I think so." I lean forward and smirk. "I think other parts of me are ready too."

Setting down my cup I slip out of the seat and take Dean's hand, pulling him towards the bathrooms with a sweet smile. "I know fucking on baby is out of the question..." My voice is low as I lean against the door to the mens room. "This'll do."

[my_fathers_gun]

I'm willingly dragged behind her and as we enter the men's room I crinkle my nose at the smell. "Well you know we can always fuck in the back of Baby." I lean down and kiss her gently "Or you know we can just always get back on the road and wait till later."