I knew that most people in AA/NA relapse at least once but watching it happen and seeing how much people fall apart when they do it is really scary ( Read more... )

I was walking down Nine Mile a little bit ago after filling out some job applications when who should come running up to me but fucking Jimmy, my old dope runner. Still a fucking parasite junkie living off of other people. His current method of money making involves digging receipts out of the trash and then using them to pull the old Garden State ( Read more... )

I sat in a booth next to Jack Kevorkian at Leo's last night. As he was getting up to leave he heard a couple of my friends talking among themselves to the tune of "holy shit! It's Jack Kevorkian." He came over to say hello to them and asked how they liked the weather. My friend Nick said the weather made him want to die, to which Kevorkian smiled ( Read more... )

I was arraigned over closed-circuit television the other day because the judge was lazy. They're only going through with the possession of Heroin and Marijuana charges. They dropped paraphernalia and all the other stuff. The detective handling my case went out and told the judge that he recommended no cash bond for me and brought up my good driving ( Read more... )

I just got a letter from the Ferndale Police Department telling me there's a bench warrant out for me and that I'm to turn myself in to them within the next few days...

I thought I wasn't going to have to go through this.

So it goes I guess.

I just got out of my first photography class. Holy shit, I'm back in school ( Read more... )

It probably doesn't mean much.

It probably doesn't mean anything at all.

I feel like even after getting sober I still bring a lot of trouble into people's lives. I say the wrong thing, do the wrong thing, am in the wrong place at the wrong time. Maybe it's just my imagination but I often question whether anyone's better off for knowing me ( Read more... )

Here's to year, a new beginning, and another chance. I think the way this year goes will be the direction for the rest of my life. I hope I get it right.

So you still have feelings for her. What of it? She wasn't the first and she won't be the last. What's the point in worrying about it.

Well, you see she was the first...