the saddest, most apologetic eyes i've ever seen
whoa.
friends finding long lost friends, friends getting engaged...
this is the valentine's day of intensity.
the drag show at the hookah bar was disappointing but not in means of the entertainment. i guess i was expecting to be walked back to my car...securing the safety of your 'date' on portland streets during weekend late nights didnt sound totally bizarre to me. but no, really...just let me fight off creeps with my pungent odor or tantinizing stares. i mean, the feminist movement was great and wonderful, but i wont be offended by a bit of thoughtfulness.
i'm really tired of having the ability to attract and repel the same people at what appear to be equal amounts. maybe it's not exactly a replusion...but there always seems to be a revelation of feelings, and then a retraction...eventually followed by a vague fondness and aimiability. i have accepted that i am just not able to throw anyone into violent convulsions of passion or linger. i just cant figure out why being involved with ea poses this teetering scale of pros and cons. for the sake of the holiday and my self-esteem, i am going to say that i believe it's just everyone else...being diseased, unstable, and nomadic.
friends finding long lost friends, friends getting engaged...
this is the valentine's day of intensity.
the drag show at the hookah bar was disappointing but not in means of the entertainment. i guess i was expecting to be walked back to my car...securing the safety of your 'date' on portland streets during weekend late nights didnt sound totally bizarre to me. but no, really...just let me fight off creeps with my pungent odor or tantinizing stares. i mean, the feminist movement was great and wonderful, but i wont be offended by a bit of thoughtfulness.
i'm really tired of having the ability to attract and repel the same people at what appear to be equal amounts. maybe it's not exactly a replusion...but there always seems to be a revelation of feelings, and then a retraction...eventually followed by a vague fondness and aimiability. i have accepted that i am just not able to throw anyone into violent convulsions of passion or linger. i just cant figure out why being involved with ea poses this teetering scale of pros and cons. for the sake of the holiday and my self-esteem, i am going to say that i believe it's just everyone else...being diseased, unstable, and nomadic.