Man every time something goes wrong with my lady system its like some crazy blow to my self-esteem as an educator of young minds in the field of doin' it, not doin' it and everything else you can do. Two EPTs later, I have thoroughly convinced myself I am mos def not carrying the second baby jesus by some immaculate conception/ungay burglers that ( Read more... )

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death and dying are on tv, and its not what I need right now. I picked my classes and I hope that means I picked some new friends. I know Im feeling badly because I keep wanting to write, keep wanting to scratch at the page till I feel better. But if I keep doing the same things, Ill keep feeling the same. Different is on the horizon; I just ( Read more... )

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They are talking about what makes you feel alive. I can't think of anything more than the mania that comes with the anxiety. Not sex, not exercise, not anything can make me feel like I am burning so bright like I do when Im tearing things apart, metaphorically and not-so-metaphorically speaking. Except maybe when I am creating something at 3 am ( Read more... )

We're interviewing for a new receptionist. By "we're" I mean me and the office manager. She gets the resume from the college website, I get the resumes from craigslist. She gets (first initial, first 4 letters of last name and a number like 001)@(the college), I get sxyswtangl@yahoo.com and iverson_4ever@hotmail.com. I get resumes typed with no ( Read more... )

how the fuck am I home??

I heart him so hard, but he only says "meh". its cool though, I so used to not thinking twice about it (because he trained me) that its impossible that it hurts.

I can recognise the eastern half of texas by its arteries, dallas to austin to houston and san antonio ( Read more... )

I went to the lady doctor today. She poked and patted and probed and pinched all the usual stuff. I need to start baking she says. "excuse me? (does she want cupcakes?)" she tells me no more fried food, baked, and more exercise. Yes, I know. I am wishing for this to be a trigger. At this point I dont care, a healthy one or not ( Read more... )

Mikey told me to come out ( Read more... )